Disappear...

Have you ever thought, "what if somehow I could disappear..?? Would anyone ever missed me? or try to find me? or simply think of me?"

I am trying to disappear. Not from the people I love, but from the people I used to work with. Haha. Actually, I've resigned from my previous company. I changed my mobile number and only selective people got my new number. So right now, I'm wondering if my former staffs think about me or try to find me or something like that. Somehow it felt good to escape from the life that bounds you. My phone ring less and less these days. Not that I missed the endless rings and sms, but I think it's kinda funny.

Hey, suddenly I realised I have disappeared once. Back in 2002, I left KL for better or worse. I didn't even tell my family that I was no longer in KL. I kinda ran to PL and sort of trying to find myself and until I figure it out, I just can't stay in KL. I disappeared. But back then, I was a nobody. So no one looked for me. It sucks, I know. Haha.

But right now, just right now.. let me enjoy the silence and my solidarity. Hmmm... ~puff!! I'm disappear...~

Worthy lesson - I will never disappear or fade away from you, Kak Non.. I promise! (I'm not like kenit! and believe me, he's not even close to being a kenit. haha)